"My Smurf Itches"

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It’s been ages since I have written anything in here, Thanksgiving went well I spent the day with my two friends up in Mahopac, NY and then came home and then spent the next day with family. Work has been a nightmare for me lately and has caused me tons of stress which has caused insomnia, so I am not sleeping.

I am lucky to get 3 hours a night, I had an appointment with the sleep center at St. Luke’s on Thursday and I have a sleep study scheduled for Saturday evening. I am currently also looking for a new job, I had one on Friday that was too far away so if they call back I will have to decline the offer it's a job more suited for someone who drives. I spent $15 dollars in a cab to get there; I got totally confused and thought that it was St. Josephs Medical Center which is close to me here in Yonkers but it was actually St. Johns River Side hospital on the other side of Yonkers.

If the job hunt doesn’t get better, I am gonna move forward with plan B, That means a move back to NC will happen. I want to go to nursing school and back home at community college I could enroll in the nursing program for very cheap and get good training also the lower cost of living is quite enticing I don't know lately I see to be at a cross road but not sure which direction to go.

At home watching Maury, He has on young teen girls who are wild, In the opening credits there was a girl that will be on the show who admits to having sex for a double bacon cheeseburger and another for a can of soda. This stuff has to be scripted. 

Anywho, Got to go into work for a training today, Then coming home to wait for verizon to get my DSL fixed, Those suckers better credit me for the time I have missed.  

Current Mood: cold

Well my vacation in NC is over and it was a good one, I got to see family, friends and even do a little yiffing around, I leave today at 4:45pm. I'm a little sad because i have been thinking  over the past few months about the possibility of moving home and while here there were moments that made me think I could live here once again and many that made me think that I can never return to live here, I don't know. My sister took the opportunity to hook me on Sims 2 while I was here and I love it now I am an addict and spent all my free time in front of the computer. I am gonna miss everyone here, I am gonna start coming back home more often instead of once a year.

Current Mood: thoughtful

Feeling overwhelmed, I took the day off work and crammed for an exam tonight, I hope I did well on it. The answers seemed to flow out of me pretty easily not like the last exam where I was stuck sitting there staring at the paper searching for any answer. Only 2 more weeks of class next week we learn to operate the dialyiss machine.

 I have to find an internship also. I am excited about all this it's the start of a whole new career for me, although recently I felt a pull back to fashion, I've been thinking that it's easier to stick with what you know. I have no Idea how I am gonna make it through nursing school but I am willing to try. Wish me Luck.

P.S. Watching "Mommas Family" now, I had and still have the hugest crush on Bubba.

Current Mood: optimistic

It was definately time for a change so i took the opportunity to change my username another change will be that i will use my livejournal more now,I've been neglecting it for sometime.